Jinx

~Jinx~

Things that happen to me these days were not as smooth as what is. . . So as my mood. . . Still remember I kept on complaining about my back pain? Went for the MRI scan on my Lumbar Spine on last week. Went to the hospital today to get the report.

Saw the scan image and the doctor explained to me that I had degenerative disc disease at some parts of my spine. What he mean was the water in some part of my spine went wearout of water.

It did not touches my neves, so operation will not be require. If I want to, it will be a low risk operation. The risk for the operation to fail is 1%. If it fail, I will lost the ability to walk. But the doctor ask me not to go for operation. But then if I don't go for the operation, I will not recover throughtout my life. That mean I cannot sit or stand to long or else I will feel the sharp pain again.

I am undergoing physiotherapy so as the pain killer. And at the sametime I will continue my sports, running, swimming and gym with more caution.

Felt so jinx while I walkout of the room, too many things had happened to me these days. While walking out of the hospital, suddenly a image flash across my mind. It was a imaged of what happened early in the morning, while walking in the hospital. I saw one male nurse pushing the bed, there a guy lying on the bed. I was shock from what I saw through my own eyes.

The guy had half of his brain left open. This causes him hard to control his limbs. Felt so sad for him. So I told myself that, my problem is nothing comparing to his. LIFE have to go on no matter what happen!~