~It a raining and grey day for me~

~It a raining and grey day for me~

It a grey day for me . . . I did not get any sleep since the past two days. And I'm feeling like shit right now. Mood been swing here and there. I know in need to concentrate on my work, but . . .

I feel my heartbeat so heavy and slow like it will stop beating at any moment. I hardly can breath in any air. And my brain is just so empty, so empty that it can't function normally.

Deep inside me etched something, something deep, something I truly know. But I just feel so helpless, so helpless that can't do anything to change the fact. . . . Feel like SHIT right this moment. . . .

D= HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!