One of those nights

Read this online and I feel so similar to it:

I feel so trapped in this unending vicious cycle. It consumes me whole, rendering me breathless all the time. I try so hard to escape, I run away, I avoid, only to fall back into the habits and ways that I abhor so much, yet am too emotionally tied to.

When will I be free. I’m tired. Exhausted. I lie on my bed at 4am, wide awake, a million thoughts running through my mind. I feel so empty.

Here’s hoping that it is just one of those nights, and that the next one wouldn’t be anywhere in the foreseeable future.