Feeling

~ Feeling~

It would be better if you can cry when you need to release.

But it just won’t come out for me.
Have I built a wall around my heart and did not build a door?

All I know is to deny when I’m hurt, and deny when I’m feeling.

Deny till it seems like I don’t care about it when I do and beat myself up over it without saying.
I think I need to re-learn how to open up and stop denying how I feel.

All I need is love… not confusion .