God, what is it wrong?

God, what is it wrong? 

God what is it wrong for wanting to see the one you love and look into the eyes of her and hug her and tell her it's alright and it okay! You have me by your side! I'm sorry that our love hurt. And I have you by my side, I love you!  God damn it! Why!?!? What is wrong with me right now? I just have one and only very simple wish! Which is to see you and tell you how much I love and feel for you! God why are you doing this to me?