~You saved me!~

~You saved me!~

Alot of thing have been robbed from me in my heart
It's feel like my whole heart was digged out, empty, and pointless.
How can the heart feel such extruding pain like it was digged out from my body?
Honestly speaking I didn't really have the thought of me having girlfriend or getting into relationship in my whole life until I met you.

Until I've met you, You make me feel special. You saved me, In fact it's is a miracles to have someone so special like you to be my girlfriend

I really didn't know anything or feel anything until I met you.

How to love someone. How to think of someone before me. How to make her happy?
How you get worry on her health, studies, work and life? When you see her sad and you can't do any shit to help her.
How I woke up in the middle of the night or morning and see her sleeping soundly beside me then I smile.

Shared yummy foods and hobby together. How I smile or happy inside my heart when I see her.
How someone can ease the pain in me be it mentally and physical when I'm together with you.
How to face the problem together. How to be proud of you as my girlfriend.
You built me up to be the person I am now. I've found out who I really love after I get together with you.

How wonderful is it to feel happiness together. How warm and joy can two people feel when being together.
How frustration is it when I love you and yet I got argue and fight with her. She someone that I want to protect her with my life. How someone support me even when the whole world are going against me.

What it means to like you. I've learned and feel all this when I'm with you.

I don't really know how to put or express my feeling and thought inside me into words correctly and it ended up I've hurt you, I'm sorry.

Damn it.....

Shan Wen, sorry for not making you feeling special and letting you feel that I've took you for granted.

To be honest, I feel it a bless and I'm very grateful to have you as my lover, girlfriend cause I'm not handsome, rich, healty, good education or tall.

P.S If you are reading this, I'm so sorry and thank you. I Love you very much.