Give up?

Give up?

 

 

When I was out to my poly's friends house I got to see all they're new house, this is where I think of, shit must save more money for so and so in future on the house and so  and so.

 

And I even app you on how is your day when i'm on my way back home after tiring day of rushing here and there and helping mine friend to fix the oven plug and carrying stuff. And I even app you on sorry that I cannot go out with you before the test, I even don't know that u left me the letter, when I got home and log in fb after I liked you photos then I saw you pm message which you left it for me. Saying about the letter.

 

Now u block all my phone call and app leaving me with all the unanswered dialling tone. It seem everything look like one way of communication with no return answer. As you can see I really dislike and hate it when people blocking all the call. Cause it mean they don't even want that person to contact him/her or don't even want to listen to all the explanations. It is very selfish way. That why I never block any one before.

 

Cause I understand the feel of how it is, the feeling of seeing all the non reply msg and the hang up calls. Each and every single calls of the tone really kills the hope of me now.... Why you always self jump on to your own conclusion after all this times? Didn't we said it yesterday? Why you always give up so easily? Why do you always compare our feeling of level? Have you ever thought that maybe your high ss my low and your low is my high? Why compare so much? How can you look into marriage when the feeling is not steady. When the steadiness is not even solve? That why I told you take one at a times. I have been holding on every single time you told me this when u leave. Does this mean anything to you? Haiz... Maybe you need sometime for yourself right now. I'm sorry. Let me know again when you're better. :(