Where is it?
I know I may sound like some idiot or fool saying all this. "Where is my dreams aims, hopes and wishes??"
Everyday it seem like every part of me is dying.. Bit by bit, part by part. Digging it out bit and pieces. I don't like it!!! I really hate doing this to myself.... :( Fuck my health... Really...
Was on urgent leave today as I'm still having bad headache, and I received tweet from Vivian saying that the male guppy die off. Last Thursday, I did take note that he is not eating too much food. And it was dead. :(
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Don't give up! I know it's tough and difficult. Having a weak body/health is unfortunate. No one wants it. Continue to be who you are!!! I KNOW SAID IS EASIER THAN DONE! But... you were a happy and optimistic guy. What happens?!!! You are a guy who lets everyone around him be happy, a guy who perseveres, a guy who everyone admires for his cheerfulness. Or maybe not. Maybe last time you were already like that... But I trust my judgement and you. You are someone who I can share my unhappiness with. You always have friends/family to share yours too. REMEMBER the post: The things and people that cross my life! Please don't keep everything to yourself... It hurts. That feeling sucks! The more you keep, the more painful it will be. You may just cry yourself to sleep. Maybe I am don't understand it but I really want my friends to be happy. God will always be there for you! Maybe your health will gradually becomes better. Who knows?... God has plan everything for us. Prays and hopes for the best. May God bless you!
P.S Sorry for saying so much...
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