~Lost everything tonight~
Didn't I lost everything? I have lost myself to the weak health... I've lost faith in the thing and myself.
You don't even want to listen to it. Feeling don't return so easily as you said. Thing don't move on as easy as you said too.
Why can't you see? Not only you unwell and feel shitty these day, I'm feeling all this too. Hope you will have a good rest tonight. Please have a good rest tonight.
Why do you always want to push me for an answer? And why you think so much until that I didn't want to do thing and stuff with you? WHY? WHY? WHY???
These days do you know that I'm having a very strong feeling that you are swaying and moving away from me? If not for the exist of SM! Will you still go on? If you say you didn't, trust me. U still have feeling for him?
Do you know that know that you go with someone which he didn't treat you as friend but a lover do hurt me? Do you know that your intention of want to try out with him hurt me?
You are confusing. Your mind didn't set down for me. If yes, you will not do all this. until today, you still have the feeling coming out that you don't mind to try out with him, and waiting for him to get more and touches your heart more.
All of your friends who said I'm bad..... How is it feel? How is it feel to be this bad? Leave him, he is jerk.
If one heart sway, it will not stay. That why you want to move on. I have explain to you why and what is my reason of it. Not because I don't like you.I didn't sway mine! So did you? How can you still go out with someone who like you and you continue to hurt me? You should know, by doing all this which you said I'm in pain with my bad health and you want to share my pain.
Moving on does not share mine pain. It will only add on to my pain. And now I'm having both mental and physical pain. For god sake. FUCK....
How can anyone who know you so short time, and you let him destroy everything about us? How? I don't know?
God, please take away all the sadness, pain and all the negative stuff from her. You may leave all the sadness, pain to me. Please don't hurt her, and bless her with a good health, happy life. Please...
If you are reading these, please remember to sleep early, have three proper meal at correct timing. Don't over work on your back. Be happy.... If you chosen... this mean everything is fake. And I shall not comment much. It mean that I didn't stay in your heart, but in one part of my heart you are always there. And i shall keep it until the day I die.
If my health or back do recover and get better, I will go for IT.... I WILL!
Why do you always want to push me for an answer? And why you think so much until that I didn't want to do thing and stuff with you? WHY? WHY? WHY???
These days do you know that I'm having a very strong feeling that you are swaying and moving away from me? If not for the exist of SM! Will you still go on? If you say you didn't, trust me. U still have feeling for him?
Do you know that know that you go with someone which he didn't treat you as friend but a lover do hurt me? Do you know that your intention of want to try out with him hurt me?
You are confusing. Your mind didn't set down for me. If yes, you will not do all this. until today, you still have the feeling coming out that you don't mind to try out with him, and waiting for him to get more and touches your heart more.
All of your friends who said I'm bad..... How is it feel? How is it feel to be this bad? Leave him, he is jerk.
If one heart sway, it will not stay. That why you want to move on. I have explain to you why and what is my reason of it. Not because I don't like you.I didn't sway mine! So did you? How can you still go out with someone who like you and you continue to hurt me? You should know, by doing all this which you said I'm in pain with my bad health and you want to share my pain.
Moving on does not share mine pain. It will only add on to my pain. And now I'm having both mental and physical pain. For god sake. FUCK....
How can anyone who know you so short time, and you let him destroy everything about us? How? I don't know?
God, please take away all the sadness, pain and all the negative stuff from her. You may leave all the sadness, pain to me. Please don't hurt her, and bless her with a good health, happy life. Please...
If you are reading these, please remember to sleep early, have three proper meal at correct timing. Don't over work on your back. Be happy.... If you chosen... this mean everything is fake. And I shall not comment much. It mean that I didn't stay in your heart, but in one part of my heart you are always there. And i shall keep it until the day I die.
If my health or back do recover and get better, I will go for IT.... I WILL!
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