~Erase~

~Erase~

God! Please erase my memories away.... If not, Please give me the strength to face it... =(

There are days every now and again.

I pretend I'm ok.

But that's not what gets me.

What hurts the most...

Was being so close, And having so much to say.

And watching you walk away, And never knowing.

What could have been. And not seeing that loving you.

Is what I was tryin' to do.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go.

But I'm doin' It.....

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone.

Still Harder, Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret