2am

2am

It is 2am now and my back is so pain that it cause me unable to sleep. Heard my friend crying over the phone due to her relationship. And I feel so helpless through the phone. Haiz... Why do guys don't spare any thought for the ladies? Why do u hurt her when u love her? Seriously, what wrong with the world now? Are all relationship so weak? Seriously, I don't think it is her fault as she is being so understanding. No one is. All it take is more understanding. Mature. Forgiving.

See mum so old made my heart feel so helpless too. As I'm worrying about her body condition now. Oh god please bless her with good and healthy health! Each day after work I only have three hours to be at home and talk to her. Which that three hours include my dinner, shower and my relaxing time. I really need to spend more time listening to her and help her to massage!!!